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Saturday, January 31, 2009Y

okay. im done editing my MBDP proposal. now moving on to DSCN FILA CHART. im really hav no idea how to do so many fila on e same prob. can some ppl teach me? hate the word FILA CHART. who e hell invented this?!

its a BORING weekend. SUPER BORING. w/o him by my side. im missing him lyk nuts. i noe u ppl mux be sick n tired of hearing me saying. but nevertheless, its e fact. I MISS HIM! LOADS! thanx to e peeps in e conver last nite. n most impt of all. dear. thanx for always being there for me (: LOVE!

tok to joy last nite. lyk finally. she quit sch. cox she doesnt lyk IT. shall i be lyk her? or shall i stick to this n perserve to e end? my mind is in a mess rite now. i jux wish i can sit there n rot till its holiday. i hav nv detest sch that much. totally sick n tired of it. but its SINGAPORE. w/o education, u can 4get abt getting a good job here. its that practical.

gx looks excited abt poly life. recall how excited im when i noe i being posted to TP. how determined not to gif up n do my very best to complete IT despite i dun lyk IT. but now. i hate it to e core. even to e extent of wanting to quit sch. how contradicting.

dear is not having a good time over time. i wish i can fly over to new zealand rite now. he jux came back from his navi exercise. n he is covered with sunburns, blisters n other injuries which i cant remember. so much of these injuries. but he told me of e nice scenaries over there. i wish i get to see it too. horses running on e grassfields. how nice can that be?

seeing my mum jux hav to worry abt hsehold chores. i cant help but feel envy. no projects, irritating tchers n deadlines to worry. yet i hav all these. how i wish i can fsat forward everytink n start working. my plans of studying hospitality n tourism is super unstable now.

agreed to wat shuqi sae last nite. everytink came at e very wrong time. cny plus projects n written test. super wrong time. i cant enjoy myself alot during this cny. once a year n it turn out to be so SUCKY! how great can it be?

i can foresee tough weeks ahead. its jux lyk a ship sailing towards a rough sea. will i be able to stay onboard or will i fall abroad n drown to my death?

4:08 PM

13 more days to go ):

i wish time will fast forward.

1:03 AM

Friday, January 30, 2009Y

HEAVY WITH PHOTOS!

as sae. i will upload e photos once i uploaded into photobucket. it took me e whole afternoon =.=

dear's 21 birthday (:

ME AND DEAR <3

DEAR AND HIS INOE GROUP FRENDS

DEAR WITH HIS POLY FRENDS

SMASHED! =P

KINGSTON WANTED TO BE TALLER DEN DEAR =.=

FINALLY US (:

DEAR AND HIS 'TWIN' BRUDDER

WITH HIS COUSINS

FAMILY PHOTO

DEAR'S BIRTHDAY CAKE

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MY CRHISTMAS 2008

AT MARINA BARRAGE

AT VIVO ON CHRISTMAS EVE

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COUNTDOWN 2008

the main shoot for this day will be e fireworks! but sad to sae, it isnt well-shot. shall not postt it up here. shuqi noes it =/

6:17 PM

ITS FRIDAY! SCHOOLS OUT!

usually im super happy that its friday. becox it means BOOKOUT DAY! (: budden sad to sae, dear is not in singapore. i misssed him ): its now abt 8plus at nite over there. he is having his 2d 1n navigation exercise rite now. hope he has enuff clothing on him. told u to bring more clothing. duno. super stubborn. refused to. shiver till u drop den u noe. but of cox i wun wan that to happen =x

stayed at home whole day today. gx had his results today. he entered TP - DIPLOMA IN MACROELECTRONICS (not sure of e spelling =s) wish him good luck den. poly life isnt as easy as it tinks now.

jux finished doing MBDP online posting n online quiz. lols. full marks for me n shuqi! hahas (: online posting anyhow whack. same for me, shuqi n xdd. lols.

yesterday went to james hse. glad to see some of C162 peeps. but its not everyone though. time flies fast. 1 day gone.

i wish everyday will pass this fast. took 17 n went home alone. alight near CC there n walked home. there were so many footprints of u n me. i missed u alot all of a sudden. everywher i can see u. i hate this feeling. i wish u were here rite beisde me now.

14 days ):

3:35 PM

Wednesday, January 28, 2009Y

today was jux an average day. but it was totally spoilt by that sucker tcher. tmd. so damn bloddy obvious that he was shooting me as well. i hate y sucker tcher!

received dear's msg this morning. glad that he had reach auckland safely. jux now he called me at 6plus. but e call ended 1min+. im rather worried now. i really duno wat e heck has happened. siigh. hope he will be fine. its 5hrs diff between my time here n his time there. its now abt 12 plus am over there in new zealand. hope tinks will go well for him there. i miss u dear ):

tml is e last day of sch. ended real fast this week. going james hse tml after sch. hope i get to see e other half of C162 peeps! its beena long time since i last saw them. C162 is missed~!

tml is oso MBDP test. wish me luck. since theres so many tinks to be studied n memoriesd, but i can sae it was less than 1/4 in my head now. lols. i hope tml is free-seating =p

1 day passed. 16 days ):

7:36 PM

Tuesday, January 27, 2009Y

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! HUAT AR!!

this year chinese nwe year didn really enjoyed. partially is becox dear is flying of today ): secondly is e mountian of projects to be cleared. sigh. i really wish dear will be back soon. but to wait for him to cum back i hav to undergo lots n lots of project stress. sigh. year of e ox. n im going to chiong lyk an ox =/

housevisiting as usual. today went off early cox hav to send dear to airport. saf sucks. hav to arrange him to fly off today. sigh. im already missing him. 4am reach auckland, 11am reach camp. dear is flying rite now. i wish i can catch him back. i told myself not to cry, but i cant do it. i cried on e way back ):

tml is a long day in sch. DSCN + BSIT. saw e assignment specs. feel lyk quitting sch rite now. IT is really not my cup of tea. cant help but to wonder will i do well this sem. sigh.

off to study for MBDP test. tons to be studied n memorised. wish me luck.

i miss u dear. 17 days to go ):

10:18 PM

Monday, January 19, 2009Y

handed in DSCN today. felt rather relived yet nervous. due to e presentation on wed. siigh. i hope i will do well. i hate this tcher.

I HATE PPL WHO STAND BEHIND E DOOR N LISTEN TO WAT PPL SAE. I HATE PPL WHO VIEW OUR CONVER. WATEVA LANGUAGE OR NC16 LANGUAGE WE USE OSO NOT UR PROB. U FAIL UR JOB AS A TCHER. U HAV NO RITE TO COMMENT ON US.

DSCN is getting more n more sucky. who e hell will focus so much on e damn FILA CHART?! where on earth can i go find so many when most of it has been updated?! dumb.

tml is outing day. lols. SUN-TECH DAYS! yawns! forced to atttend. but nevertheless, we get to escape from classes. hahahas

dear told me he will be flying off on cny second day. at 5.55pm. siigh. i wish that day will nv cum ):

10:18 PM

Sunday, January 18, 2009Y

finally. im home for e nite. after away from home for 2 days. i missed my home. most impt of all, i missed my bed (:

spent a nite at sc hse. finished up most of e report. did some research on DSCN. hope thats no peer-teaching tml. its boring n dumb.

sat 88 back to pasir ris jux now. not really used to it as im always with dear on sunday. missed him so much. though i met him last nite. theres more to cum. 9/10 days more. siggh. but im glad n hope that time will pass faster when he's in new zealand. dear will only be back on week7 of my sch term. i wished that week he returned was my last week of sch.

dear is determined to get me my cny clothes. so cute. its alrite dear. i will get it for myself (: save for ur new zealand trip (: promise me to take good care of urself when ur in new zealand kay?

i tink i should head for bed. im exhausted.

SUPER BIG THANX TO DEAR N RAYMOND NGO! LOVE!! (:

10:56 PM

im at soonchye hse now. doing DSCN. omg. i hav nv felt this damn tired b4 at all. im lyk struggling to keep myself awake lah. lols. i slept on e way to soonchye hse. can imagine how tired im.

journey to sc hse was scary. cox it was damn dark. im carrying my canvas sch bag. lols. my sec sck bag. hahas. used it to carry my laptop. heavy leh.

HIGHLITES!

jux now went to dear's camp. it was an eye-opening for me (: i hav nv been into an army camp b4. damn excited to see my darling in his no.4 uniform! (: BERET! HEEE!! he look damn handsum can (: mesmorised (: sat n tok to dear n update wat i hav been up to nowadays. he was sad. to see me this tired n he was worried for me when i go sc hse at nite n going home from his camp. well. his camp dun hav much handsum guys. SIIAN-NESS. dear was jealous. lols. CUTE BOY! u e most handsum lah! lols.

bid farewell with dear as he walked out e camp with me. so she bu de! but no hugs n kisses. he was in uniform ):

well. i cant wait for him to cum out! im missing him terribly everyday ):

3:23 AM

Saturday, January 17, 2009Y

my second post of today. llols. im still at raymond hse. tired. shag. slept at 5plus 6 this morning. woke up at ard 9plus this morning. had a lil fun this morning taking raymond's super unglam pics. shall post it after i got it =p

something scary happened this morning or last nite. sumone jumped off a building near raymond's hse =s raymond called back n told us abt it. damn freaking scary lah. plus gucci was barking for nuffin. omg. glad that we r in a gp (:

did report e whole nite at e same time, modifying e network diagram n helped xiaoqin with her sequence diagrams.

had prata supper in e morning ard 2plus. lols. e prata was expensive okay. but their teh terik is nice (: not so sweet (: jux now had traditional toast for breakfast.

dear called me last nite n told me today is his camp's family day. YAY! im going later! lols. i get to see him FINALLY! (: (: its oso my first time going into an army camp. lols. but thats not e main issue. e main issue is my dearest soldier boy (: i missed him lyk nuts okay.

okay. im going back to do my report.

i cant wait to see u my dearest soldier (:

2:45 PM

currently at raymond's hse to chiong DSCN. been doing project e whole day. since morning 10+ till now. lols. our gp's reporting part left with e 800 word report. omg. hope there's alot of tinks to be filled in.

cant wait to go to dear's camp later! OMG! first time stepped into a unit camp n see my dear wear my fav smart4. he looks handsum in it (:

glad that my leg is on e road of recovery (: hopefully it wil get well soon b4 cny (: i hav yet to get my cny clothes ): there's no time. siigh. dun tink can go perm my hair. siian. I WAN LOADS OF MONEY N LOADS OF TIME!

okay. back to project.

3weeks + 2 days more. i shall bid fare well to e lil 1 n welcum e big 2 ):

4:52 AM

Monday, January 12, 2009Y

today is e release of O lvls results day. jux remind me of my terrible memory. siigh. my brudder, did quite okay. 19. lols. quite surprised. didn noe he will do so well. cox he plays too much during exams!

today long day as usual. SIIAN-NESS! BUT! we celebrated jas 9teen birthday! lols. caught her by surprised. lols. i dun tink she noes that we will surprise her liddat. lols. anyways. HAPPY 9TEEN JAS!

had boring DSCN lessons. siian lah. i begin to dislyk BSIT n DSCN. instead i prefer MBDP. lols.

im clueless on wat to write for BSIT! can sum pro save us?! everyone is lyk so damn stuck! i really feel lyk slapping sumone face.

~~HE IS PISSING ME OFF EVERYDAY! I HATE TO HEAR HIS VOICE. I WISH I COULD SEW UP HIS DAMN MOUTH!~~

tok to dear as usual. he will be starting his 2NTM tml. i hate it when he has to do that. COX! he cant cum back ): he is flying off soon!! in abt 15/16 days time ): can u bring me? ):

found my sec sch tchers contact. hope they will allow me to put their contact down!! lols.

OH. found out today that shuqi's frend, yixin stayed behind me! lols. didn realise till today. hahas. saw 2 weird ppl on bus15 today. really wish i can take photos of them but unfortuantely, my camera's snapping sound is too loud! saw a 'beer gurl' n 'weird eye-liner gurl' =.=

okay. i tink im going back to BSIT now. omg. i wish time will pass fast for this term!!

11:11 PM

today had been a boring day. i spent my day at dear's hse doing BSIT. wat a great day to waste doing tinks that till now im not sure whether im rite or wrong.

dear wun be cuming home next week ): i hav to wait till 21 or 22 den i will be able to see him. den in 5 or 6 days time, he is flying off to new zealand ): miss him super much lah. wun be able to celebrate our aniversary n my birthday together ): but then, i will be chionging proj lyj siao. siigh. i jux hate it.

today spent e whole day typing n typing. wasted my time. seriously. i dun even dare to tink of DSCN submission. sigh. tchers jux cock up. shall not elaborate further.

full of anticipation to watch e lil nyonya special. but in e end, it turn out to be disappointment. for wat they filmed e 3mins special? omg. i still tot old yueniang met old chen xi b4 she pass away sia. DISAPPOINTED!

tml is another day. but it will be special for my brudder. its O LEVELS RESULT DAY. though i had been cursing his result. but i still wish him all e best. cant wait to noe his results.

dear's bunk mate JINGHENG jux thanx me for helping him taking TP course brochures. lols. he was cute. wanted me to gif dear to him. NO! HIS MINE! hahas. he tot i was angmo pie. spoke to me in english. den i told him its okay to speak to me in chinese. den he went shy. lols! CUTE can?! hahas. he went to TP on sat. happily walked to HSS booths, tinking its AS. lols. funny sia him. still ask me where is e course booth he looking for.

okay. im off to hav my papaya snack. BYE PPL!

12:07 AM

Saturday, January 10, 2009Y

though yesterday was cocked up. but im those typoe wake up n e feeling is gone. so i went out with dear to watch RED CLIFF II. omg. it was damn nice! 2hrs + worth to watch!!

all those effects. shall not be e spoiler. ppl! should watch e movie! i dun mind watching it again! (: sumhow, under e influence of dear, im oso kinda interested in history =x shall read up when i hav e time. hope by that time i will still be interested.

walked ard TM. saw some nice dress (: $80. nice figure ):

den i saw sumone which i dun feel lyk bumping into. his frends.

fatass1: wat u doing here?

dear: watch movie

fatass1: wa. msg u wan watch movie u reply NOPE, den here u r watching movie

dear: i watch with my gf.

fatass2: hows e moive

dear: started toking abt e movie

ME: i feel lyk saying sumtink! later dear sae all out, u sae him spoiler. TMD! i wish i could sae STFU!

i got an urge to throw him e takoyaki balls into fatass1 and fatss2s' mouth to shut them up.

ANYTINK WRONG TO WATCH WITH GF, ME?! SPOIL MY MOOD TOTALLY. LYK HE CAN WATCH WITH U PPL and HE CANT WATCH WITH ME?!

finally sae goodbye to those ppl. but out of 3 i doesnt dislyk e commando guy. jux that he too dao. slap his face if i can. commando so wat?v after u ord, normal ppl!

wet back to WS n dear bought me cake. our aniversary cake. super nice (: cannot be compared to those cream cakes. fattening! YUCK! Dx

wanted to start BSIT but im tired. no mood to do. siigh. when den tinks can get done? =/
reached dear hse. wanted to start on my stuff but his brudder was using e com. didn get to do anytink. end up helping dear's mummy to roll pineapple fillings into balls for e pineapple tarts. lols. nice (:

head for bed when reached home. EXHAUSTED!

11:57 PM

Friday, January 9, 2009Y

SAD 2YRS 5MTHS

he went out. quarelled today. cocked up aniversary.

3:56 PM

Wednesday, January 7, 2009Y

TMD! I HATE GOING HOME AT 6PM!

i always end up reaching home late. today reached home ard 730pm. feeling so hungry and tired. always hav to squeeze on bus15 and stand until hav a seat to sit n rest. back to pasir ris inter, hav to squeeze on either bus 358 or 12. omg. i wish i had a jet plane! i can ZOOM home in no time!

had long BORING 8HOURS OF LAB today. seriously, compared with monday n tuesday, today is the worse. francis + tang ming fai. CHUI. omg. spent e whole morning researching plus peer-sharing for BSIT. alot to be done for e report. SIIAN-NESS.

DSCN is not very good either. spent time doing n learning abt threading. okay. thats difficult but tcher sae its PBL. so DO URSELF! wth. i hate PBL. DSCN got lab test. im so dead! 20%! same as EWAD. i dun wan to fail subjects due to lab tests.

LAB TEST IS MY ENEMY!

MBDP proposal is almost completed. left with e mystery qns. lols. tml den crap according to shuqi if she doesnt hav any idea on wat to write. i simply love our screenshots! thanx jas (:

my BSIT is really going nowhere ): research research research. OMG! y do i hav to pay sch fees when im having so much PBL?! charge lesser! BSIT research is really making me feel that im heading to some areas aimlessly. i seriously duno if im heading e rite direction. BUT den again. it doesnt involve much programming (:

off to do my BSIT research + report. staying back in sch tml to chiong BSIT with e gurls.

2 DAYS MORE (:

11:00 PM

Tuesday, January 6, 2009Y

AGAIN. 8 long hours of lab. thats my PATHETIC sch life now. for this whole term b.

today time passed quite fast for MBDP cox. tcher chiong 2 labs with us =.= went out to eat after that. came back to sch for BSIT class.

i feel lyk pulling off all his hair man. for telling us WRONG tinks n caused us to do some many unnecessary research. TMD WQWBD!

MBDP proposal almost done. left with e 2 most CHIM-O-LOGY questions. i love my gp's screenshots! they are damn nice n cute lah. thanx to jas (:

currently doing BSIT research. seeing those words are making me falling aslp! but den again. i rather see words den see codes (:

tok to dear jux now as usual. his voice sounds super tired. his bunk currently having WW3 due to some guys haing wrestling =.= to e extent that LEGS can even be used to wrestle n poor dear hav to escape out. lols. cant image whole big group of army guys being so childish =.=

n sumhow. i got this BIG NYONYA nick thanx to kangyan -.- toking abt nyonya. last nite was e last epi of lil nyonya! kinda sad that yuzhu didn manage to get well. read from newspaper that ppl r requesting for e continouation of the show or even movie. lols. shall wait n see (: heard from e news that e DVD is out. FAST.

i missed milktea all of a sudden. n lots of food began to fly around inside my brain. IM HUNGRY! but i decided not to eat junk food. instead. i will stick to banana (: fruit does do any harm (:

okay. research + banana time.

3 days more (:

11:03 PM

Monday, January 5, 2009Y

had 8h long boring hours of lab today. signed up with SUN-JAVA thinggy last term. initially only hav to go for 1 day. now becum 2 days. siian lah. go there hear all those stuffs. siigh. budden at least there will not be sch for these 2 days (: time will pass more faster for that week.

now working on MBDP proposal. got quite alot of ideas in my head rite now. BUT whether do-able anot is another question. siian. i jux hope we can finish this projcet on time. thats all i can ask for for this subject.

counting down to my BIG 20. 1mth 4 days. feel kinda old rite now. bid farewell to the '1' and welcum e '2' =.= dun really look fwd to it.

recently quarrelled alot with dear. i jux hope tinks will turn out fine for us and everytink will resume back to how it is suppose to be.

tongyi jux send me a super random sms. telling me he had cut his eyelid when playing basketball. lols. at that point of time, he doesnt worry abt e wound but instead whether he got disfigured anot =.=

cant wait for my uncle to cum n remove my window grills for me! i will hav lesser tinks to clean during e spring cleaning (: im oso looking fwd to my new curtains! (:

thats all for now. going back to do my MBDP proposal + sketches.

ITS ANOTHER LONG 8HOURS TML ):

10:50 PM

Saturday, January 3, 2009Y

okay. sch started. boring days are back. im here doing research for BSIT n i end up blogging. lols.
cant wait for lil nyonya on monday! thanx shuqi for giving me the link. but sumhow i cant get to watch ): no choice but to wait until monday. SIIAN-NESS!

done for the day. left with MBDP proposal and DSCN networking diagram. had a long tok with shuqi. thanx dear for always being there for me (: LOVE!

i wish this term B will pass FAST.

10:58 PM

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